Away

I showed you the way to cross the river.
Now no one is showing me how to cross the river
to the other side where u are.
I am stranded as tides get high,
snow and rain and geese starts to fly.
I am still stranded on the other side.
With nothing or no one by my side.
I’ll swim through the waves,
while you save the day.
I’m still swimming through the waves,
but to get to your side, is still yet so far away.
I’ll write you a song
To lure you my way.
But with the melodies of the world
I am tuned to fade.
Seems like we can be together forever,
but never together again we shall be.
Because your eyes don't see
what my eyes can see
and we don’t believe
in things we agree.
I understand letting go is the hardest part,
But if you knew you were to part, why let this relation start.
I might sound young and naïve,
but a part of me still believes
one day, you'll believe in what I see.
And what I see, or what I saw
was just a memory.
A memory filled with happiness,
happiness overcoming the hardships.
But any less or anymore,
if you made it to the other side, then let your dreams soar.

Resolution List

So here is my resolution list:
-Complete this resolution list
-Cook from Alinea
-Make the chocolate layered cake with mousse
-Complete the cheese portfolio
-Maintain a healthier diet
-Workout more often
-Become 50lbs lighter
-Blog!
-Be more outgoing
-Stop being shy
-Make and keep friends
-Become 21 and visit Alinea!
-Enjoy everyday as it is
-Prioritize my life
-Get the Internship
-Pass classes without stressing
-Take a picture of myself everyday for the year of 2009 and see if there are changes.

There is a lot more on this list but its pretty much the same type of things.
My solution to this resolution list is by doing it.

New Year, New Beginings?

It has been awhile since I've last posted anything on here. Well hello everyone (anyone), I will try to write here as much as possible with the busy schedule of school and work. This blog will mostly focus on my random things; anything I feel needs to be said.

So, in 15min it is going to be a whole entire new year. 2009 woo! Exciting. Well I'm bored and it is New Year's Eve with nothing better to do than ramble. I am exhausted today from work and just finished baking woo! I'm also a bit stress because I have my winter class now and it is bascially cramming in 15weeks of work into 3. 4 Modules to complete, 1 research paper, and 1 final to be completed in 3 weeks, if that. On top of that, I have to keep a cheese portfolio of cheeses that I try and what I think and give it to my manager. Fun!

I feel as if I need to create a resolution list this year (like every year) and hopefully sticking to it.

Like the white fluffy clouds
in a blue summer sky
I wonder alone
me, myself, and I

Myname for myself
is the lonely one
But being alone
isn't much fun

When I'm with friends
I'm no longer sad and blue
I become a happy yellow
Bright, vivacious, and new.

testing

just testing this out!